Chasing Logan by Tracy Lorraine

Author:Tracy Lorraine [Lorraine, Tracy]
Language: eng
Format: epub
Published: 2017-05-04T16:00:00+00:00

Eleven

“Hey, how are you doing?” I ask Logan as I enter the kitchen. He’s sat with his back to me, a mug of steaming coffee in front of him along with his notebook. It’s how he’s pretty much spent all of his time the last few days. Well that’s when he’s not been with his family or in bed with me. Today is the funeral so I can only imagine how he is feeling.

“Alright, I guess. I just want to get this over with.”

I know it sounds harsh but I understand what he means. At least once the funeral is done he can begin to focus on the future. For the last few days he couldn’t see past today and the excruciating pain he’s going to be in saying goodbye to Annie.

He’s talked about her so much the last few days. From their childhood together when they hated each other with a passion to their adulthood as best friends.

“I’m so glad you’re here,” he says quietly before sipping his coffee. “I don’t know what I would have done without you.”

He’s said this a few times over the last couple of days and I love hearing it. If I’m being honest though I’ve thought about how he would have coped without me a few times. I mean I know he would have got through it, he’s stronger than he gives himself credit for. But he’s needed a shoulder to cry on, someone to shout at and take it all out on. His family love him more than words but they don’t really know him. He wouldn’t have been able to unload on them the way he has with me. I feel so honoured to have been able to help him through this. Yes he’s still got a long way to go but I’m hopeful we are going to do it together.

“Whatever you need, Logan, remember?”

He nods sadly at me and continues drinking his coffee in silence while tapping his pen against the pages of his notebook that are full with his words.

I’ve realised that song writing is like therapy for him. When he’s angry he fucks, and let me tell you, I am not complaining about that. Although I wish it didn’t mean he was hurting so much. But when he’s feeling emotional he writes and although he won’t let me read any of it I just know that it’s awesome. It’s his next album in that notebook, I can feel it.

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